When everything has been understood, it seems that you have gone through, but this is only the beginning.
Then the soul is really starting to digest, and you start to feel the true emptiness. Your soul, or at least a part of it fights against it, using anger.
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Anger is just the way in which we express our pain, our suffering, and our fear, when we don’t know how to do it. Unfortunately, life is not always giving you a second chance; but even so you can try to learn anyway, so you could be able to do it right the next time.
We have been educated to look, mainly, outwards. And when there is nothing to look at, or at least nothing that we want to look at, then our inner life start to talk, but it does it in a language that we don’t know how to understand, and it appears as sadness, anxiety, anger…and we don’t know what to do with it…it is as if someone that is not able to read would have a book in front of him…he only see «strange drawings», that have no meaning, and even more: he does not know how to start to «explore» what this drawings are, because no one has taught him.
He feels frustrated, dissapointed, angry….and he does not know why…
With a bit of luck, someone will appear in his life, that will help in the process, introducing him the concept of «reading»…then it would be able for him to start a path that could open for him a completely new world, the world of culture and knowledge.
Nowadays, almost all of us are «illiterates» of the soul culture…but the letters of the soul, the words of the soul are coming more and more…we can only try, and hope that the ones who know how to read teach the other ones, from compassion and love.
Love starts when falling in love ends; Love starts when we are able to see, to accept and to accompany the other human being as he/she really is, with his/her lights, and her shadows. Meanwhile we don’t learn to do that, we’ll need to go through the pain and the suffering, once and again.
Let’s hope that human beings will learn to be humans, that people learn to be with people. People with people…this is our life.